moving somewhere new doesn't mean running away from problems or people
it means confronting life and being my own person
not what my family wants to be
not what a boy wants me to be
not what my friends expect me to be

i am at peace with who i am, flaws and all
i am not ashamed of myself for being so aimless and impressionable
i've had an inkling of this inexplicable clarity in me since january when i decided i needed to come to terms with my habits and my old ways
since then my perspective on my life and the people who know me or know of me has changed for the better
and i think in the long run the things i've allegedly been so miserable and bitter about will seem miniscule
they're already starting to


"Blue and green,
Fresh eyes on me, I'm young again
All things to mend"
-Imogen Heap